Thursday, November 10, 2011

Trust

They say in every relationship there must be Trust. I can't agree more. Without trust, i feel trapped, tightened by a rope.
Why can't you trust me? Why do you think i can't do it?
I know you are worried about me, i know you love me.....but....sometimes i want a bit of freedom too.
Growing up is hard. Living is hard.
I want to be able to do the things i want, i want to be able to go to the places i want to go, i want to be able to....able to....

Please trust me. I know what i am doing. I know what is 'danger'. I want to grow a little bit....
please....please? How come others can do the things i've always wanted to...can do the things i can't? I know..is it because i'm no the "others", i am me. I don't know how i long i can feel this for....

I can't stop crying. Make me stop crying please. The tears are starting to hurt......